|They didn't have any concept of genre
||[Jan. 3rd, 2004|12:36 pm]
The American Caliban
He came out of the bathroom and said “that’s heroin” and then he hit me on the back of the head. It’s the last thing you’d expect from someone who was raised that strictly. My dad was always very practical; he was a test engineer. What’s an hour north of Sacramento? She is the most dangerous girl. All along I said: sure, sure, sure, sure, sure. But I was wrong. She went back to Kansas because she said everyone here was trying to get something out of her. What do you have back there that will really put hair on my chest?|
He said he was just working really hard, and tell you what, that guy has never, ever, in our entire relationship, ever lied to me. Period. I think I’m that geek in black that she keeps around for when she’s sick of the pretty people. I told him it was understandable he wanted to go back to his comfort zone but unfortunately his comfort zone is fucking alcoholism.
If it weren’t for books I’d of been a goner. I can’t do that. All I can do is spend time with people I like and try to be close to them. Thing is, she told me she’s always obsessive about something or other, so I wrote it off.
Yeah, that’s what it looks like to me too, but she denies it.
unrequited; damnable; charismatic; spiritual; inexplicable; undesirable; narcoleptic; posttraumatic
Tell me, what is the bane of your life?