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rollercoaster of enzymes and/or moral philosophy [May. 18th, 2002|01:30 am]
The American Caliban
[Current Mood |confused]
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I had one of those days where I thought I was doing the Wrong Thing all day. It's probably just chemical, but this can be hard to dismiss.

I didn't feel productive at work, like I was a drag on everyone. Got there later than I wanted, felt out of touch, felt like people were annoyed at me.

I got frustrated in traffic and found myself angrier than I wanted to be, also, although I didn't get all road-rage and do anything lame.

And then social situations got complex in the evening and I ended up feeling that I'd betrayed confidences and annoyed people and been undiplomatic.

shutdown now -r perhaps I'll be a better person or at least have more normal serotonin in the morning.